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when you guys have time fill this out so i can know more about your sexy selves =D
Name:
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5 things you want to do/accomplish before you die:
What makes you happy:
What have you been listening to lately:
Do you enjoy reading my LJ:
If so, why:
Interesting fact about you:
Are you in love at the moment:
Favorite destination:
Favorite quote:
Will you post this in your LJ:
RECOMMEND
A movie:
A book:
A musical artist, song, or album:
Your fav. LJ user (not on my list already) I should/could befriend and why:
it's you when i look
in the mirrior and it's you
that makes it hard
to let qo, sometimes you
can't make it on your own..
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014 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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[Fri, Dec 10, 2004
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hey niglets. well lots has been happening so i really havent had time tp update or comment.. sry lol. Well really everything thats been going on is with the ( boyfriend ) but to make a long story short...
we were beefin the past couple days cuz he kept leavin and all that so after fiting and beefin and me crying and bein sad all the time, and all this bullshyt we decided so start over. no more fiting, just how it used to be, and he made me tell him why i love him and the things i like bout him and then things i dont like so made he cud fix some things =] so im REALLY hoping everything goes good from now on, cuz we decided we would stop fiting yesterday and he left today so idk what happening but i hope we continue to do good.
Well guys, i hope u all did good on ur midterms, and i hope u guys r having good holidays.... my cuzin and sister r gonna come here after xmas and imma try to have wina come too =D we'll see..
well i dont have much more to write, cuz im a no lifer lol and im supposed to be babbysitting, and i was gonna scan pikz but they got a new comp so idk how to scan pikz and i cant d/l aim n e more!!! argh =p but i'll talk to u little gay onez later. mwaaaaa 
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i changed the layout AGEN, to some pikz of convereses i found, i love those shoes so i had to put em there, i like it.. its plain and simple <3
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
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016 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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[Tue, Dec 7, 2004
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update comming soon <3
[ no quote of the day today ]
and sry if i dont comment, i will soon
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03 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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[Sun, Dec 5, 2004
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i got bored so i did some of these..
You Are the Individualist |
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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
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i like these things, most of them r true, they made me feel a little better.
how do you love someone that hurts you oh so bad with intentions good was all he ever had
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03 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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[Thu, Dec 2, 2004
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well guys ive come to the conclusion that.. lifes a bitch and right not i dont like anything that is going on with my life. and i think im just tired of it, because i dont do anything wrong, but then all the bad things happen to me. & its come to the point that like wen i have a problem with something, i wont even tell that person, just cuz im so sick of the aruging with the ppl i love. ugh.well im not in the mood to update right now, wen i am and i have something positive to write, i will.
you said you hate my suffering & that you understood and you'd take care of me. that you'd always be there..yeah..well where are you now?
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016 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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[Wed, Dec 1, 2004
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Attention Everyone
I CANNOT GO TO MIAMI THIS WEEKEND
im sorry, because i know i made planz with alot of ppl
but 'something' happened with my mom
if you want more datailss, you can i-m me.
bye. thankz.
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09 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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[Tue, Nov 30, 2004
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Hey gayz. Well my weekend was just funfilled. Uhm, how about not scott. Well it was okay, but nothing really works out for me. I'll post some pikz for it later on tho. But i went to the moviez, kinda, lol. Me nd chauntel got there and paula and fabian were supposed to go, paula couldn't come. but then chauntel's man could go, and he was gonna bring more money, so me nd chauntel went to go eat, then we call fabian and he says he can't go se we spent all the money on food, and we didnt get picked up till like 4 hrs later. joy.
New things:
 there will now be a quote of the day, everday at the end of every entry, sometimes they will be about how i feel sometime they wont.
my new favorite song isempty apartment by yellowcard, everyone download it
CANNOT wait to go to miami.
i think thats all the new things. not much but oh well.Well i'll leave you with the quote of the day and the pikz 
( Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love )
ive seen the brighter side of things
so ive gotten over things, yall are right
no more cryin at night
im movin on, no more thinkin of the past
ive seen the light at last
you meant a lot to me, you still do
but i kno its true, you didnt care for me like i did for you
but i know i can find better, i know i can do better
all i have to do is wait, i know for you, its way too late
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08 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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[Thu, Nov 25, 2004
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hey loverz! happy goble goble day!. i hope it was good for all of you. it was okay for me, kinda boring but hey its okay! im VERY excited ryte now cuz...
good. imma chill with emma and lala and moni and all them, and itz lala's bday next weekend too =] so its all good. uhm well here some pikz from today enjoy <3
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024 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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[Wed, Nov 24, 2004
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hey niglets. chauntel ( ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) wifedbyfabi ) just sent me something that her man fabian said to her and i thought it was the cutest thing, so here it is.
Fabian: i dont know babe i really like you alot sometimes i wounder why im with you and sometimes i feel like we arent meant to be i just wipe my tears and say fuk it im lucky to have someone like you ,"you" really are my first love i never felt the way i feel about you with someone else the day i told you my age i felt really stupid because i thought you where gonna dump me because im "16" or w.e but i cried alot that night and i love you alot i try to be mad at you sometimes but i just cant i feel so happy when im with you i want to be with you a long time babe i dont think there are words to explain how much i lyke you except for "i love you" my heart breaks when im not with you i hope you dont think im typing this stuff to make you feel better or something these are my true feelings about you and i hope you belive me i love you alot chauntel i hope you feel the same way about me.
wow i thought that was the cutest thing. damn fuker, i envy you chauntel!! but i still love you. nd im happy for you, you have a goooood boyfriend that lovez you and you guys r inlove, veryy cute, i hope u guys r together forever. <3
uhm here are some pikz/things i made. so long feller ! <3
( You are my only one )
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024 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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[Tue, Nov 23, 2004
@ FLiPPiN' 7:51pm] |
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theres this girl in the mirror.
i wonder who she is, sometimes i think i know
her, and sometimes i wish i did, there
is a story in her eyes,lullabyes,and goodbyes,
when shes looking back at me,i can tell shez hurting
[ i wanted to let you guyz know-
Sarra is the PiMP SHYT
EVERYONE check out her LJ and see what she made for ME! ]
letsmakeababy
Hey you litto gayz. What is up? Well guess what happened! Yes, boyfriend left again. ' His mom said he should go get money for x-mas presents and all that, and he has to put up his grandma'z x-mas lites. So hes prolly comming back sunday night?Yeah so there goes another weekend. Isn't it greattt! God! Ohh and we were supposed to see the grudge this saturday..guess not.
Anyway.. in better newz...........
Oh yeah this weekend is a long weekend, Thank God. Hopefully i chill with chauntel and shizzle like that, cuz i don't just wanna sit around and 'wait' and do nothing.
Well im hungry like a whore on crack =p and then later on gotta watch the Real World and Laguna Beach. I know, im the best. Well imma leave you guys with some quotez/songz i like. <3
( But I Love You )
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012 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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[Sun, Nov 21, 2004
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NEW USER INFO
i dont like it very much
so it prolly will be changed soon
but its good for now
uhmmm. well turns out boyfriend had to leave staurday bcuz his mom said so w/e and he still hasn't came home. yeah so much for our weekend.
but im just hoping everything gets better from now on.i love himmmmm lots.
and i will leave u guys with some pikz i took in the past few days.
EDiT - - - my speakers just got hooked up! so i am soo happy now i can hear music on my comp and all those annoying i-m sounds! yay! im a dayum happy litto camper now <3 n e wayz back to your audio broadcasting »
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010 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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[Sat, Nov 20, 2004
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yeah heres whats happening
[ my convo with wina ]
soo foolish x: well as u know by the journal he had left for like two weeks
soo foolish x: and he came back
soo foolish x: and he left the weekend he came back when he told me he would stay an dhe promised me my belly ring and the next weekend he did it aain and the next weekend and the next
sm il es 58 79: yah..:-\
soo foolish x: so like wtf weve been fiting this whole time bcuz of that and he doesnt think its fuked up
soo foolish x: so this weekend he was like okay im am gonna stay and if i leave were breakin up so i was like OKAYYYY
soo foolish x: so tonite he came over and we watched a movie and he kept trying to call his friend carl to come pick him up i was like wtf u said u were gonna stay and hes like well by the time i leave ur gonna be sleeping
soo foolish x: and then after the movie he was like okay babe im going r u gonna be mad... and then hes like i know ur already mad w/e bye and he kissed me
soo foolish x: and tomorrow im not gonna see him cuz he has some family babr-b-q shyt
sm il es 58 79: awwwwwwwwwww! thats so fucked up
soo foolish x: so like wtf i was like god its fuked up i have to force u to stay ONE weekend here and when ur supposed to stay u cant dayum stay for one weekend u have to atleast leave for a nite, wtf bro i dont fukin understand he pissed me off and he doesnt think its fuked up
soo foolish x: and he says me making him stay for a weekend is being locked up
soo foolish x: and all his friend say " dayum theran kelly's got u locked up"
soo foolish x: and then he was bitching sayin how i think friends r more important and who does he ditch me for now? his friends so wtf
sm il es 58 79: o0omg
sm il es 58 79: damn....kelly u deserve alot better
soo foolish x: :-\
sm il es 58 79: u ppl dont even go to the same schools anymore n he still leaves! that crazy!!
soo foolish x: i know...but i love him
soo foolish x: sure i see him for an hour evey day but dayum on the weekends i still wanna see the kid when he leaves every weekend
soo foolish x: and ryte now i have no idea i know hes home idk if hes leavin or not but w/e i guess i wont know
sm il es 58 79: but do u tell him whats botherin u??
soo foolish x: yes and he thinks its stupid like he doesnt think its fuked up at all
soo foolish x: i try but i cant
sm il es 58 79: u shudd! i really dont get it either how he doesnt see how its fuked up tho
soo foolish x: he says " i see u 5 days out of a 7 day week it shudnt matter if i dont see you on the weekends"
yeah theres the story.
w/e dont feel like talkin about it.
but i love him.
its sukz.
bye.
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09 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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NEW LAYOUT
okay i finally made one i liked.
comment if you'd like.
and new user info and icon comming soon
some info cuz im bored-
Name: kelly cabrera
Birth date: o9.20.90
Birthplace: miami
Hometown: miami?
Grew Up In: 4 yrs in NJ & the rest in miami and now jacksonville =/
Current Location: jacksonville
Eye Color: honey brown
Hair Color: Dark brown
Height: 5'4
Right or Left Handed: Right
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Best Friends: Chauntel. & wina?
Close friends: shannon lala emma and lots more
LAYER TWO...
Your Heritage: Cuban/Puerto Rican
Favorite Shoes: hmm i guess my rbk iversons
Your Weaknesses: THERAN so i guessu cud say love?
Your Fears: our relationship ending and tornadoes lol
Your perfect pizza: Lots of cheese and a litto bit of sauce
LAYER THREE...
Your most overused phrase on AIM/MSN: lol or wussup
Your thoughts first waking up: ` im hungry `
Your best physical feature: idk
Your bedtime: idk
Your most missed memories: arvida/miami/and a few months ago wen everythign was going fine ='[
LAYER FOUR...
Smoke: no
Cuss: yes
Sing: everyday
Take a shower everyday: yes
Do you think you've been in love: i am. love sukz lol
Do you want to go to college: yes
Like high school: not in it god damn it! i had to fail
Want to get married: yes
Believe in yourself: sometimes
Think you're attractive: not rilly
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parent(s): nope
Like thunderstorms: no
Play an instrument[s]: i know a few songs on the piano?
LAYER FIVE... [In the past month have you]...
Drank alcohol: uhmm no
Done a drug: no
Made Out: yes
Gone on a date: no
Gone to the mall: yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
Eaten sushi: ew
Been on stage: no
Been dumped: no...
Gone skating: no
LAYER SIX... [Have you ever]...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
Been caught 'doing something': idk
Been called a tease: yeah
Gotten beaten up: hell no
Changed who you were to fit in: nope
LAYER SEVEN...
Age you hope to be married: 30 something
Number and Names of Children: 1 girl [ mya ] 1 boy [ idk the name yet ]
Describe your Dream Wedding: On the beach
How do you want to die: idk
Where you want to go to college: FIU
What do you want to be when you grow up: actress or photographer
LAYER EIGHT... [In a guy]...
Best eye color: dont matter
Best hair color: dont matter
Short or long hair: Fade or blowout
Height: Taller than me
Best weight: as long as they dont got bigger boobs then me
Best articles of clothing: anything i like
Best first date location: dont matter
Best first kiss location: Dont matter
LAYER NINE...
# of drugs taken illegally: 1
# of people I could trust with my life: 2 maybe
# of CDs that I own: like 25
# of tattoos: 0
# of piercings: hmm i got my first & second holes, cartilidge and belly, so i guess 6?
# of scars on my body: alot
# of things in my past that I regret: alot.
LAYER TEN... [Favorite]...
Cartoon character(s): patrick form spongebob
Color: baby blue or black
Movies: thirteen, bringing down the house, just married, i have alot!
Fast Food Restaurant: i have alot
Magazine: J-14
Book(s): chicken soup
Food & Beverage: root beer
Subject in school: Drama if they had it
Weekend Activity: dont matter
Ice cream Flavor: Cookie Dough or Oreo Cookies
Bands/Artists: aaliyah, pitbull, alicia keys, usher, 50 cent, i got alot also
Songs at the Moment: karma-alicia keys
Songs of all Time: i have alot
LAYER ELEVEN... [Friends and Others)...
The Funniest Person(s): hmmm, idk
Loudest Person You know: i think chauntel
Quietest Person You Know: sarah wen shes around other ppl
Smartest Person You Know: chauntel dayum fuker
Nicest Person You Know: hmmmm lol
Stupidest Person You Know: sarah
Scariest Person You Know: idk
Funnest person to be with: chauntel nd sarah
The persons that knows you the most: i have to say CHAUNTEL =D
Your Crush: theran lol
The Worst Person To Talk To Online: ppl that r annoying
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010 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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[Sat, Nov 13, 2004
@ FLiPPiN' 12:59pm] |
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LL Cool J
"Luv U Better"
[Intro: Marc Dorsey]
This is for my number one
This is for my number one
This is for my number one
True baby for I adore
[Verse 1]
This is hard to say
I wanna make sure I go about this in the right way
Cuz lately I been busy a lot
And I know you don't feel appreciated and what not
I used to tell you that you're hair looked fly
Kiss you slow and stare in your eyes
Now I talk real foul and slick
Every other sentence is, "You make me sick"
Back in the days I was your number one pick
Now your heart's half-broken and that's hard to fix
I had to dig deep inside myself
Cuz I can't see you bouncin' with somebody else
It's a long journey back to the place we was
When I was too embarrased to admit I was in love
And you was my good girl that wouldn't give it up
I can't let us self destruct
[Hook: Marc Dorsey]
Baby smile today
Cuz I been on that journey always
I'm gon' luv u better
When your friends'll see you too
Just when you think there's nothin' else I can do
I'm gon' luv u better
[Verse 2]
When I think about the things we did
And I think about you having my kids
And I think about us sharing a crib
Losin' all that, God forbid
You deserve flowers and candy, the simple things
In addition to the SL's, bigets and rings
Instead I walk around like I'm a king
And having you ain't nothing but a thing
I even stopped tellin' you the lovin' was good
Too busy frontin' in the hood
Baby girl, hold me tight don't ever let go
I'ma do it real gentle baby, nice and slow
One more chance baby and don't say no
Cuz I got another side to show
Some say love is painful it helps you grow
Well it's time for the pain to go, ya'know
[Hook]
[Bridge x2]
Do you think I meant to hurt u? (No)
Do you think I meant to hurt u? (No)
So let's laugh together, cry together
God willin' we gon' die together
[Verse 3]
It's a brand new me, a brand new you
A brand new day, sky so blue
Hold my hand while I walk with you
Sit on my lap, lemme talk to you
No more games callin' you foul names
Actin' like females is all the same
I'm gon' love you better, my mentality changed
From this day forward I'll never be the same
I'ma rub your lower back, share my dreams
I love you, lemme show you what I mean
Give you the deepest love a girl ever seen
Watch you sleep, so peaceful and serene
A toast to the queen, you're back in my life
But this time I'ma do it right
Trust me, from the bottom of my heart
Nothin's gonna tear us apart, promise
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[Fri, Nov 12, 2004
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well guys!!!! guess what happened!!!!!
HE LEFT..... AGAIN
he 'said' he wud be back at midnight cuz thatz wen his mom would pick him up after she went out, but uhm you know how that works, she goes to pick him up and hes no where to be found. bro ughhh this sukz can i ever just be happy? and he doesn't even think its messed up. he thinks its stupid i get mad at that w/e i dont even know what to do anymore.
ohh yeah, and my best friend chauntel [wifedbyfabi] got her tounsils removed, hope she feels better.
and her boyfriend is with her too and he bought her a teddy bear and roses, wow that makes me feel much better! God!wow... maybe i deserve better?........
and i was really bored and i made my own smiley face for how im feeling ryte now, its really funny tho lol peace homies.
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[Wed, Nov 10, 2004
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hey guyz. well everything has been alright so far. nothing babe are fine. i dont wanna say great or nothing cuz you know everytime somethingz going too good something bad alwayz happenz so i dont wanna jinx it. but hopefully sunday i will go get my belly ring and this time i WILL have everything i need. and again i prolly wont be updating that much cuz of this slow ass comp but yea let me leave u guyz with some new pikz.
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015 ♥ you've done this wrong ♥
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